A Ship to cross the Sea of Suffering

"Real happiness is found in the struggles we undergo to realise our goals, in our efforts to move forward." Daisaku Ikeda

Rambles from this consciousness

I have been fighting a weariness that has been consuming me all day.

As the hours, minutes, seconds and days pass my learning of this world and the characters in it, accelerate at a pace not even I could comprehend.

Exhaustive growth in consciousness, awareness and life itself. And Yet I freeze almost non existent in this realm and reality – if not for this physical shell.

My mind taken by knowledge, being, breathing in the illusory sense of all that surrounds me.

the psychiatrist well known for his work around the world, whose space I tread and share, wafts sour and invading smells of fish and diet so unfamiliar to mine.

A physique and strength in mind one tends to envy. Yet curiosity begs me not to yield.

The characters here, aligned to play the great drama of life. On and off stage they are all the same. Yet my noticing digging deeper and compelling me to record with what little words could suffice.

The Westmere hobbit strikes my mind like that of a feature film. thinking to all the morning and moments we have passed each other. Taking me by surprise each time as I recall and wonder if he is actually… the real hobbit? His trademark hair, grayed and thick tossed over his shoulder, almost the length of him -more resemblance of a dwarf perhaps. Like one big dread of time and history bearded but kept at bay. Unlike this dread of tatted hair I personally think he so proudly displays. Playing and fulfilling the curiosities of local fellows.

I am influenced, ingrained and taken by all that I encounter. This body merely a vessel. A container for which this soul resides. New laws abide. New to me in this awakening.

I read transfixed upon words in a book set in the 1700’s. I stand here conventionally in 2013 in awe and of large wonder of time and lessons spent filling each vessel on life’s continuum. Changing, shifting – evolving into new form unthought of. Unable to predict the stark details of what is next.

Vibrational density. The merging together of another universe. Another realm seeping, slowly. Unnoticed by most. Forced out and away by the elite.

Hidden in the deepest of untruths.


the end.


One comment on “Rambles from this consciousness

  1. LillianC
    September 8, 2013

    Congratulations! I have nominated you for the Liebster Award! Please see my blog for more details. Here is your list of questions:

    1. What is your best holiday memory?
    2. Do you like to collect a particular something?
    3. What frightens you?
    4. Which bug do you like best?
    5. Who is the person who makes you laugh?
    6. Where do you go when you need to get away from it all?
    7. What is your guilty pleasure?
    8. Where would your dream holiday be?
    9. What is the one talent you wish you had?
    10. If you could meet three famous people, living or dead, who would you choose?

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