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Celebration and Transformation

I am filled with an energy today, I wish never to shake!

Why can’t every day be like this? Maybe it will be from now on. This time of year is one of great power, transformation and of letting go and letting in.

Today is actually my birthday!!! I have officially turned 25 years old. *takes a bow* I am SO proud to have made it this far in my journey of life. For God knows that it has been a hairy one… and one full of doubt, darkness but ultimately at the end of it all – Triumph.

There is no longer any doubt.

There is joy and boundless energy that pours from me today as I embrace the significance and profundity of my birthday at this time of the year. Matariki – Winter Solstice – Yule… all of the above. There is so much to express yet such a lack of words in order to convey…. Instead I stand, sit… jiggle in all that is my happiness and celebration of life. My life.

I’ve got the bull by the horns and I am running. Running into a new direction. A new phase, a time of transformation at the deepest of my core. The choices and changes ahead are exciting and terrifying! but aren’t all the best decisions?

I’m not comfortable sharing what changes and choices I’ve made yet, but over time perhaps they will come to light. In any case…. people are going to notice a huge difference in me. For the best.

I’ve promised it to myself.

*celebrate celebrate celebrate* tomorrow is my LAST blowout…

I wanted to share this beautiful piece of wisdom from Jeff Brown. I’ve been catching glimpses of what he has to say through a good friend of mine, and in all honesty his way with words are just so apt. Mystically wonderful. Divine timing…. all of that jazz.

I celebrate my birthday, but also today I celebrate starting a new remedy on monday to help with my pilonidal sinus. (tailbone abscess) this deserves it’s own post.

So that means, that I saw my homeopathy person today – which might I add was awesome. She is very cool. And also the crush…. *dammit* She doesn’t know that..Hah

When I read this piece of guidance from Jeff, It made me think of her and how I am possibly going to shake these feelings. I’ve never really had a crush before… I’m usually quite smart and protective of my heart.

I guess it happens. I’ve given up picking on myself for being weak towards her. Instead I have re-established my boundaries and now stand in my own power. But seeing her today was a bit of a reminder of how deep those claws are… in me. Maybe this will speak to you too…

“Letting go is hard to do, particularly when the connection has been a true spiritual engagement. It is so complicated when the soul is involved, to imagine letting go, but letting go we must, or perhaps, better to think of it as a kind of letting through, letting the pain through the holes it leaves behind so it can find its ultimate destination. That doesn’t mean you let go of the love, but it may mean that you surrender the dream of being together. Never easy, but a necessary step on the path to wholenest. Our souls expand when we see each adventure through. All the way through to the transformation at their core.” Jeff Brown


Peace friends xx My next letter will be out soon! I am too busy stuffing myself with cake at the moment. Love to you all

One comment on “Celebration and Transformation

  1. Cathie
    June 22, 2013

    Wow this was the quote of his that I was holding today too. Smart aren’t we.

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