A Ship to cross the Sea of Suffering

"Real happiness is found in the struggles we undergo to realise our goals, in our efforts to move forward." Daisaku Ikeda

Hmmm it’s just me..

I don’t want to complain, I never want to be the one to whine.

Perhaps I am on the right path, perhaps I am not…. for in this world it is easy to deviate.

In fact most of my mind today makes no sense…. for it is gripping at what is real, what is now…  still slipping on what is to come.  Things I cannot possibly foresee…

Here is a poem I scratched up today… trying to express something. Inside.


You – Morning

Bring an array of thoughts

scattering across my mind

This day travels across my heart

Stamping thoughts of you – into my veins

The plague of comprehension

Coughing sickly sweat across my brow

This sickness consumes me – IS me…

Playing notes to the tune of one ear – MINE

What a wicked design – clamped in time

A grueling symphony from this soul

Certain to deafen the one attune

To this mind – Mine…. Alone


It’s amazing how we accept and resist. Accept and resist what is….

But yet, without sense in it all… I am feeling lost, and unsure. But must allow it to take it’s course.

I don’t want to be a person who is needy…

I don’t want to need anyone….But let’s face it, we ALL need someone.

We need each other… but why do I cut myself off in fear?

In fear of what words might come?

What this heart might play


I must be moving through some human revolution today!

Just feeling a little bit blue, a little bit unsure…. of where to go and what to do with thoughts of you…

2 comments on “Hmmm it’s just me..

  1. yellowcallalilies
    May 24, 2013

    I have the similar feeling! If only we could walk away from it all and come back with a clear and open mind. Letting go and allowing things to unfold however they will can be difficult.

    • One-in-Mind
      May 24, 2013

      I know right. Awareness is a great first step, and learning to live a life condition/State of life that embraces the middlepath instead of fighting the tensions takes many years of cultivating. Ah humanity.
      Thanks for your note. xx

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